我爱他

Sebab Nila Setitik, Rosak Susu Sebelanga.

You might ask, what's with the peribahasa above? There are some people from the choir group who think themselves are fucking great so they don't have to rehearse singing a song which they had already learnt a year ago. The problem is, if they are great, it doesn't matter. But they are the only ones thinking they are great but the rest think otherwise. A choir group is singing in groups, not as solo. It doesn't matter how professional a person can sing alone, but when they are in a group, they should cooperate and not having any solo ideas. And thus, again, refer to the peribahasa above. I'm really fed up trying to elaborate more.

Okay, calming myself with Ryan Higa's

super duber cute spectacles-wearing face,

white teeth, goofy smile and OMG!

I'm drooling already.

HAHAHA!

Finally managed to shop for ingredients so I can bake. Ngek ngek. Maybe I'm trying to fatten myself? Nay, that's a joke. My mouth's been itchy for yummy food, but I don't want to spend too much money so I decide to cook by myself. Hohoho~ And when I was at The Store counter, waiting for the cashier to scan and pack the stuffs, the dude was using the plastic bags as if those were advertisement papers. LOL. Mother and I went to Golden Point Food Mall at Bercham for lunch before going to the new Amway branch which is located at Bercham. Super pretty and cool! Whoot! I become full-time driver these two days and mother says she is enjoying the moment whereby she can rest and not driving for awhile. When I told her about this, she said, "Driving skill pass lar". LOL. And I was like...

It seems that only those who are close to me know that I'm back to my single life. Another friend asked me, "Where's your boy?" when I told her I want someone to pamper me like how her boyfriend pamper her. And everyone thinks that I am pulling their legs as I told them I have already broke up with him because they say we were sweet and happy together. Maybe I should just put a label on my forehead, telling everyone that I'm single.

Maybe like so? Hahaha! Okay, that is quite an exaggeration but seriously maybe I'll do so just to make them realize I'm no longer in relationship. Hey, you see? I'm single! I'm desperate for love! I want to be in love! I want to be in relationship! I'm so lack of love! I'm an attention seeker! I want guys to woo me and love me and pamper me. Pffft. Enough of the craps, I'm not that kind of person. Back to my blogging life.

I asked Chin Mun how could other people don't know that I'm back to my single life? I go out less. I only go "dating" with my girl friends. I never upload "our" pictures anymore. I never go out with him anymore. There's no more sweet statuses about him anymore. Okay, maybe I don't seek for attention like, "I broke up with my boyfriend. I'm so emo. I want to die. I can't live without him. I'm so upset. I still love him. I hate him." Bla bla bla~ Then she said, I always keep everything in heart and act as if I'm okay. Er... What? Did I? I don't really think so. You guys should have seen when I was trying to get over my ex crush or Mr Lee a.k.a. le-dude-who-blocked-me-in-Facebook-because-his-ego-is-too-damn-big-to-accept-the-fact-that-I-fucked-his-name-in-my-blog. Compared to those, this is just a minor case. Okay, maybe I do bottle my feelings inside.

Special Valentines Gift for Special Someone.

I have adopted the habit of listening to songs before I sleep recently. Although I am tired and can fall asleep even when I'm standing, I still insist on listening to few songs before I'd stop the music player in my phone. Maybe it's calming, or maybe I'm just venting my feelings as I'm singing to the songs. A thought occurred to me on Monday night as I was listening to "我爱他" this song. Would I be ever to love someone else like how I love him? And then my tears rolled down nonstop until the whole song finished. *sighed*

Oops.

Emo song tagged by Siik Ee.

*sniff*