Sweet Dream

Four more days and I'll be breathing Miri air after 6.30 in the evening! Excited! I'm very lazy to blog recently. I have no idea what I am doing at home everyday but blogging is not on the list. Ugh. Procrastination really is a huge, huge crime. Also, I've been browsing through smartphone and thought of getting one for myself. Nobody really texts or calls anymore. All they'd do is Whatsapp, Viber, Line, Wechat and so on~ I need one for my social life. LOL. Anyways, I'm wondering whether my mother will be worried about my sexual orientation because ever since I finished school, my outings are with girls only. And she knows some of my girl friends are into girls, not boys. LOL. Yet, I'm 100% sure that I'm into guys and I'm truly a heterosexual.

Bear Bear & Honey

On the second day of 2013, I went out with Chin Mun for the first time. At first, I was early but father decided to buy lunch and also his TOTO numbers so he delayed my time. In the end, I was driving fast and furious with the radio turned on loud so I can drown my anger while trying to reach Parade on time to watch CZ12 (again). I reached just as the movie started and rushed to meet Chin Mun. She told me it was her first time watching movie in Parade and it was her first time waiting for people. And not to mention, she called me when she was on the way to buy movie ticket and asked where the cinema was located. I was laughing so hard while trying to tell her the correct way to reach the cinema. The first thing she commented when she saw me was that she thought I put on makeup. LOL. I just replaced my spectacles with contact lenses and perhaps I stayed at home too long so I looked pale. HAHA~

After the movie, we walked around, trying to find a spot for lunch and ended up eating at Rocusa. I had never been there, the food was slightly expensive but the surrounding was quite nice. No service tax! I had set lunch which consisted of Miso Ramen as my main course; some greenish but not fully green apple taste drink; and banana cake as dessert. I was so full after eating that I can barely move. We spent another hour something walking around, checking on stuffs and then settled down to chat. She commented that I looked too normal, unlike those girls who had just broken up. Hmmm~ I think being happy is better than submerging oneself in sadness. I sent her home after our outing and both of us wonder how we could be so close since we were studying in different classes. Hehe ;3

Few hours after I reached home, Kryss invited me out because she needed someone to fetch. LOL. I get to know Joee and she was very observant and afraid that I might be bored because I was quiet all the time while listening to the rest chatting. When I got home after the second outing, I forgotten to text Kryss as I got home. I was tired and blurred to the level I couldn't think straight. Some more, I'd care less about the fact that there's bound to be someone who's worry about my safety or welfare after I broke up because I knew, nobody cares. I know this might not be fair to some who care for me, but I really give up on giving a damn until I have forgotten that some do care. *sighed* Sorry, Kryss.

After finished my school life and also back to my single life, I feel my life is once again back to when I spent the three months time waiting for my SPM result two years ago. But, I'm more mature and way obedient this time. LOL. When I have no boyfriend, no study and no curfew to handle, I feel so much freedom since there's no restrictions. I don't have to worry if someone will worry about my safety or worry I'd flirt with guys or have guys disturbing me. Yet, it doesn't matter anymore because nobody cares even before I was back to my single life. I don't have to worry I can't wake up to study. But the curfew is quite a problem because even if I go out with keys, mother will still stay up and wait for me until I got home.