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Sometimes God might take something precious away,

but remember that His plans for us are always the best.

I wish to go out but no one invites me. Even an unconfirmed plan is being cancelled. OMG. I have been sleeping late recently and pimples start to pay a visit to my face, panda comes out from hibernation too. I should sleep early. And when I do sleep early, it is due to the wi-fi is being turned off and I got nothing to do except to sleep. Also, I've been worrying about Cylviana since Thursday because she didn't online after she updated her blog on Wednesday. After I topped up the day before, I texted her and was relieved to get her reply although she was laughing at me for worrying her. Dang.

I added back a friend whom I removed almost a year ago because of him. We caught up with each other's life and then he asked me to be his girlfriend. I'm not interested, not because I'm playing hard to get but I'm not really ready for another new relationship, especially with someone who doesn't really know me well or vice versa. And I don't think I'm ready until more than a year's time. Enjoying my single life is my priority now.

He had been pestering me the whole afternoon, trying to get my phone number but he failed miserably. LOL. He even try to ask Kryss for my number but she didn't give him either. He told me he saved my picture as his phone wallpaper. Em. Wow. Also, he's been sweet-talking at me too. Somehow, he reminds me of what someone did before. And I miss that someone. I miss the moment when he confessed his feelings to me, directly and indirectly, and I missed the moment when we just started our relationship. That time, everything seemed so wonderful. But I realized something. A guy can say he loves you, but it doesn't proof anything if he says the same thing to other girls. A guy can say he'd wait for you if you're not ready, but it doesn't proof anything if he's trying to woo other girls and keep you as an option in case others bail out. Nobody's mature at this age. Anyways, I think I shall synchronize about my relationship status. Going on dates with guys do not necessary mean that they are my boyfriends. A boyfriend is much more than going out on dates, and I have only one ex boyfriend. The others are not even considered as boyfriends. That's all I'd say.

I'm getting this baby after my trip.

Hopefully ;3

*fingers crossed*

This will be my last post before I'm off to Miri and I'll update after I'm back. For now, I should pack my stuffs. Er... Maybe tomorrow. Haha. OMG. I'm really anticipating for my solo trip to Miri. *excited* HEHEHE.