Moon & Stars

My level of procrastination has rocketed off the charts. The time passes in a blurry state and I have no idea about the time or day. Every thing feels like a dream to me, a perfect dream which I wish not to wake up from. And even better, it is not even a dream, but a reality, the real life. Yet, this almost-as-perfect-as-dream life might end soon. I might not be able to see him as often as before soon. I might not be able to hang out with him until late at night, watching movies and falling asleep on the couch soon. Missing him, I start to miss him even when he just left my house. Missing him, I can't bear not to see him even just for a day. Missing him, I miss his voice when he talks to me in that gentle tone of his. Missing him, I miss the lingering touches he left all over my body as he massages me. Missing him, I miss his sound when he sings songs randomly near my ear. Missing him, I miss his hug when he pulls me tight against his chest and put his arms around me. Missing him, I miss his kisses when his lips are on mine and the lingering light kisses all over my body. It's fine, I have to get used to this sooner or later when I'm off to study in university.

13/04: He asked me out for a cup of drink nearby our houses and told me to wear black. Early Black Valentine celebration? Haha~ We went back to my house to watch movie and right after the movie finished at 12am, he told me that he wanted to get sweet from his car and I told him that I got sweet but he insisted to get the one in his car. Turned out that he bought something for me: Chocolate and headphones! He knew I had been using his earphones since I hadn't get a new one so he bought me a pair of new headphones, telling me that he was superb jealous that I used his stuffs and warned me that I could only use stuffs given by him.

14/04: First Kiss Day Month-sary? LOLOLOL~ Well, at least we had something less to remember. Every month 14th, Valentine's Day, is equivalent to our kissing month-sary. HAHAHA! Loud thunder in the middle of the night around 0400 which awakened almost everyone in Ipoh. It was quite scary because I was sleeping soundly and gotten wake up by such loud sound. Okay, that was random. Anyways, since it was Black Valentine, both of us wore whole black outfit and went to Aeon Station 18 for dating. He bought me black bras since I told him I didn't have one. I tried Chatime for the first time, it was yummy but too bad there wasn't any pearl in the drink. Grrr.

15/04: He is the catalyst for healing my wound. I went to buy UPU pin for registering local government universities. It was epic that I bought the pin on the last day of the registration. Well, I enjoyed doing stuffs last minute. I made a huge decision to delete him and his father off my friend list. There was nothing else I can do. I have already let go of my past and they no longer can hurt me. Thinking that he was coming over to my house, I opened the gate for him but he didn't come in. I went out and was being kidnapped for drink around Station 18 area. Lately, I adopted an insane habit which made him damn shy. "I'm not leaving unless you kiss me!"

16/04: I went to his house before going to the night market at Ipoh Garden East. It was super huge and I didn't recall it was that huge the last time I went there with Kryss and another two people. I had laksa for dinner and he helped me to peel the leaf which was used to wrap the meat because I didn't want to dirty my hands. Whee :3 After dinner, we walked around, buying drinks and snacks. We walked behind so we could feed each other drinks by passing through mouths. This was crazy. We were insane. In the end, I was sweating due to the weather and also, I was kind of not feeling well. He used up one packet of tissue and helped me to wipe away the sweat.

17/04: It was just another normal day, until he texted me and told me to prepare myself to go out in less than 8 minutes time. I managed it but in the process, I banged my hand against the door handle and warned him to give me at least 15 minutes to prepare next time so I can just slowly move along while getting dressed up. He brought me to bridal studio because he wanted to take family portrait and also, our couple pictures. But that idea was not carried out because his mother didn't want to take the picture. We went to buy some beer so we could drink at night but he fell asleep after his dinner. When he woke up, he rushed over to see me and when he hugged me, he was so concerned since my body temperature was higher than normal. We drank beer and red wine while listening to songs but mother came home and we stopped awhile before resuming the beer-drinking session. While waiting for mother to go upstairs, we watched movie and I peeled peanuts for him.

18/04: He brought me to his house so we could play the Monopoly card game. Finally I found someone who knew how to play the card game but he was too professional for my level since he won me twice. We went to 碳世界 for steamboat buffet with mother and we sat there for 2 hours and 45 minutes, eating almost everything. He even helped peeling prawn shells since both mother and I were lazy. After dinner, we watched Armageddon and he carried me just like how the guy carried the girl in the movie. And then he spun me around in circles. WTF. *head spinning*

19/04: Hmmm. One of the worst day of my 2013 life. I went to Penang for church stuffs and I felt like SHIT the whole day. I had no memory that I went to Penang. Sitting in the bus the whole day except for visiting churches/toilets/food courts. My neck and back were in pain, the air conditioned was not even cold in the bus, the heat seeped through the windows although there were curtains, they played Chinese Songs Oldies but they used the Karaoke version but there was no microphone so they were the ones singing, the bus' front window shield was cracked because the driver banged into a cow the night before and not to mention, there was a massive traffic jam at the toll to Penang and I didn't even get to see the freaking bridge or the sea. We should visit one of the churches for 1.5 hours but it was shortened to 1/2 hour thanks to the driver who had no idea where the church was located and he drove so slowly due to traffic jam. Another place was canceled since there was traffic jam and we were afraid that we couldn't make it to the other church. What the hell. It was fucking torturing. I had no idea why I went Penang! After getting home, he came over again so we could meet each other. He helped me massage since my body was in pain and then I slept in his arms. Oh, did I mention I bought a keychain for him? I was afraid it didn't suit him because it looked childish. Also, I bought one bracelet for myself, just as a souvenir because I couldn't wear it. Dang, it was so tight! P.S. He smoked that day @.@

20/04: I went to meet Chin Mun in the afternoon. We chatted and talked a lot. Relationships. Friendships. She said that I had gone fat. Argh! He brought me out again at night and we went for a drink at the place he'll be working soon. After that, we went to Aeon and tried on the Rest N Go massage chair. He wanted to try the back massage so he pulled me onto his laps so I could try the leg massage. For three minutes, we were being stared at and some even turned around and looked at us as they walked by. OMG. It was super embarrassing, super funny, super insane and super EPIC! HAHAHA! I enjoy spending time being my true self when I'm with him.