The Croods

Mother has officially know that I'm dating Ken on Tuesday morning. At first, I told her that I'd watch movie with him that night and she went, "Why must you meet everyday, talking on the phone and keep texting and chatting through Facebook? Are you planning to date him or something?" At that time, I finally found the courage to tell her that I'm dating him already. She knew I hadn't know him for very long and she had slight comment about our age difference. 12 years difference is quite a number. And she told me that it was very, very important to protect my body.

We went to Ipoh Jaya night market on Monday night because I was hunting for shoes since the one I wore had spoiled during the trip to Genting Highlands. I tried on a pair of shoes which I found were quite pretty and he bought them for me. Then, he told me to choose a cross necklace since he lost his necklace during his trip to Koh Lipe last year. I chose that necklace because of the little ring on the cross. He always played with my ring, taking it out when wearing it back on my ring finger. And since he doesn't wear any ring, I just thought of letting him wearing a ring around the cross, something like a silent commitment, as I helped him to put on the necklace. 

The Croods. Tuesday night, movie night with his mother and sister, and I was so freaking nervous to meet them. I wasn't ready actually, but they were very friendly and nice :D He kept saying that I was very "得意" (cute) throughout the movie because I was aww-ing at the cute animals and the way I copied the main actress was cute too. LOL. I guessed he looked at me more than he watched the movie. After movie, his mother and sister were buying stuffs at the Tidbit stall so we sat outside and camwhore weird expressions. We met one of his friends and she called me "阿嫂" (sister-in-law). OMG. We went for a drink before sending his mother and sister home and we stayed outside my house for an hour, chatting and... *unleash your imagination, nothing much to be elaborated*

Before and After work.

I helped him at the cafe on Wednesday morning because King was working at another place in the morning and there were lots of customers that day since another cafe was closed. The tauke's son asked whether he'd pay me for helping him and after finished selling the food, he asked whether I received my payment or not. I said I did and he told me to run off, and not to continue helping him to dry the dishes. LOL. His father was more epic, he told me to stand up and sit to another table, Ken was looking at him so his father went, "I told her to sit at another table only, don't glare at me. I don't even bully her." HAHAHA~ Kena lat 99. And I was really grateful because he didn't scold me when I had actually forgotten the customers who ordered the food. He just told me, in his most gentle voice, to try my best to remember who ordered the food only >.< That day, we met for 12 hours, dinner at his house after work and he went to cyber cafe to meet his brothers but he said he didn't know how to play games already. Also, he said that he preferred to stick to me rather than his games. Well, maybe he had been playing games for so many years so he found the comfort in sticking to me at the moment. But will this last long or just temporary? ;(

He told me that he is very comfortable when being with me because he is just being himself without all those pretenses. Actually, I'd say the same thing. We can just talk about everything, finish each other's dialogues and even know what another thinks although no words are mentioned. Sometimes, we just fall into a mutual understanding moment whereby we'd say the same thing at the same time, or just a word from him and I'd know what he wants already. This is just so cool. I feel like we know each other for years. Is it only 26 days since we first chatted in WeChat? Is it only 24 days since we first met in real person? Is it only 21 days since we were together?

Mother planned to go UTAR on Thursday for the course inquiry and he offered to fetch, because he wanted to hang out with me more before he worked next week. Hmmm~ I guessed I'd have to get used to the feeling to not seeing him everyday. And this might go on until the moment I start university, and we might even have less time to meet ;( We walked around UTAR like three lost mice, asked for directions to the main office and then the person there thought he was the one who inquired for course, rather than me. We had KFC for lunch at Tesco before he fetched us home and stayed to watch movie at my house. We officially sat in the living room, watched movie while cuddling together. He was so shy when the rest were around and kept wanting to kiss me but it wasn't convenient enough since mother was there. LOLOLOL~

He accidentally dropped his phone when replying my text and the phone screen was cracked on the inside. He sent it to fix at Aeon Station 18 yesterday and was proud to tell me that there were four friends who saw him dating. After fixing the phone, we walked around before settling at Old Town White Coffee for a cup of coffee and also ice cream. Yummy. Then, he brought me to try on clothes just to take picture. Actually, he wanted to buy that dress for me, but I refused. Firstly because of my tummy. Grrr. Second, it was because he spent a lot this month and I really don't want him to spend his money on me again >.< And I realized, the clothes I wished I can wear, were those he admired and liked. Coincidence again. I had dinner at his house before he came over to my house for movie. He wanted to leave at 12 but he stayed until 0130. Hahaha. I guessed both of us were trying to treasure the time we can be together before he got busy with his work next week.

Thinking too much makes me upset. Last night, I was cuddling with him and he asked why so silent. It was only then I realized I had been thinking about my past. Consumed by fear again, I was traumatized before and I was afraid to let the history repeat itself. It started with guys being really loving and sticking to the girls, and when the girls started to stick to guys, the guys wanted space instead. Whenever he says he wants to stick to me forever, just like that, I start to doubt. Forever? Will there be forever? Will he still be sticking to me like that in future? Afraid he'd push me away. Afraid he'd rather spend time with his friends, playing games than seeing me. Afraid of everything. I almost dropped tears last night, if it wasn't for him keep pampering me with hugs and kisses when he realized my mood wasn't in a good condition, I might have cried already.